burden

this rut gets deeper
and youre spinning your wheels.
got no motivation and
missing out on  "feels".

the devil has stolen your smile
and replaced it with cast iron fears
you cry a stream of endless,
non existent tears

blank, black frozen, cold,
still and soulless eyes
pleads and bargains
but never ever cries

they say,  "youre gone
already, your soul is dead.
Put a bullet in your
fucking head".

"worthless, useless,
shit and scum!"
more silent and still
you become

overwhelming, dark
despair.  Gasping
choking, pulling hair

shrinking, starting to wilt
drowning in thick black guilt

BURDEN

die.