there are times like this when i feel i dont belong. not in the sense that i dont fit into cliques. i could mingle anywhere if i wanted to.
i mean in the space of the world, time, and solid matter.
i know there is something. i know i have been chosen as a guardian of the animals. goddess flows through me and tells the birds to come and watch me. i am the essence of the trees, the wind, the heavens. only recently have the demons taken hold. dragging me down to hell. some are visible only momentarily. some walk among us everyday. a fight between heaven and hell, to save the earth, and this mortal body i have been given becomes the battle ground.
trust no one they say. they will take the birds from you. your life blood. they will rob you of your mission. they will poison your body, your mind, your spirit. Do as we say! return the earth to ever lasting life, rid it of the parasitic vermin that is human.
torn and not knowing. torn and not trusting. they are my c omfort and my despair. my joy and my agony. i can no longer sort them out. i can no longer determine who came from what world. the line is not just blurred, but a funhouse mirror that i can no longer rely on. time means nothing. physical boundaries mean niothing. flesh is but an illusion. the whold world is living in the matrix so to speak. i am alive. i am spirit. i will be the awakening, the savior, the healer, the destroyer.
what is right and what is not? im on a little boat in the middle of the stormy sea with no land in sight. i almost hope to capsize. i may even help it along.
im so tired of paddling and i want to be able to flow freely again. the video says it all
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