its been a while since ive written anything due to a number of factors, but here i am, writing once more. i suppose thats a good thing. means im still here for whatever thats worth. in this moment, though im still experiencing a lot of difficulties, im glad im here. so many things took place that could have erased that. could have erased me. are things perfect. no. far from it, and there are many, MANY times i STILL dont want to be here. but i have to remember that things arent always bad. and that there are things i can do to help myself. i have to remember that i have a flock of rescued parrots that i love tremendously that would have nowhere to go without me. that i hold value in this society. that just because bad things happen to me, does not make me a bad person.
so right now, im struggling. i have no idea how im going to make it through. but i know one thing. i owe it to myself to keep trying.
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