The Importance of Making mini goals

So this past few months ive been faced with a 3 fold problem.
my motivation is zero.
i lost my key to the garbage bin downstairs
there are days my brain and body dont work together and i simply cant do anything.

of course by now im feeling overwhelmed.  even with the 5 bags of trash i scooped up last week, i still cannot see my floor.  im still stepping and tripping over garbage and "stuff".

i could probably star in my own episode of "Hoarders". though i dont think my junk piles have quite reached the 3+ foot mark.  yet.

ok... we may be approaching 3 feet here...

anyway.

so im looking at all this.. this..  STUFF and not knowing where to start.  this really is just the tip of the ice burg.  

so i am sitting here trying to make up a chart. something tangible to follow.  since my brain wont allow me to be spontaneous and needs structure to work.  for the very moment my goal is to take out the bags of trash i gathered up last week. because even though i still have yet to find my key, i borrowed the neighbors and made a copy this afternoon after work.  work that i was late for yet again.. this time by 4 and a half hours  

-_-

i still feel pretty holy despite all of this.  which may be why im struggling to the extent i am.  im putting more pressure on myself than i probably should.  yes.  yes the goddess should be able to do it all.

keeper of the earth

and cosmic energy.

so with earth and sky in tow, ive decided to make mini goals.  like i said.  garbage first.  

then maybe i will pick up clothing.

we will see.

even the largest snowballs were once tiny flakes.